LONELY HEART

I dropped my girlfriend off at the Montgomery Airport two mornings ago to get on the plane to go to Korea. "Is she in the military?", many people ask. I tell them that she is going to teach English as a second language (ESL). I know to her for the months, weeks, and even days following up to her departure it might have seemed as if I didn't care that she was leaving. I care very much for her, however at the same time she wasn't around enough in the last weeks or days before she left to spend real quality time with me. Like Janet says, "that's the way love goes." Yesterday I went to Montgomery because sitting around Troy in an apartment by myself was so out of the question. I went to my friend's apartment (April and Danielle) because April was throwing a birthday get together for Danielle's 24th birthday. Danielle is April's girlfriend, of course. I kind of got to there apartment around 3:30 pm, even though the get together wasn't planned to start until 6:30pm, plus I brought some clothes to spend the night because I know that I wouldn't feel like driving all the way back to Troy that night. The night before I was on Myspace and met a pornstar who I came to realize was also staying at an extended stay type hotel in Montogmery. I told the female that I would come out to see her while I was in Montgomery and did. However, real life versus pictures of someone is not always the same. Even though her lover/manager and her both stated that I looked exactly like my picture. My question was going to be is that a good thing or a bad thing, but I just left that at that. Well, more updates later.