MISSING YOU

I woke up this morning at April and Danielle's apartment wanting to watch the last few episodes of the L-Word before I actually decided it was time for me to drive back to Troy. I was glad that Bette and Tina got back together in the series, however the season finale was kind of screwed up. Can't wait for next season, even though April informed me that the next season is suppose to be the last season of the L-Word. What a bomber! Hold up!! When is "Noah's Arc" the movie coming out? Well, I guess I am going to have to google that as soon as I am finished typing what's really on my mind. Driving back to Troy was hard, not physically but emotionally. I have come to realize alot of things about myself over the past year. For instance, when I am driving and the music is not playing I tend to think alot about things in life. Today was one of those days, that I didn't realize the music wasn't playing and was thinking about my girlfriend and the fact that I had heard from her since I left her at the airport to get on the plane. I called her friend Courtney to see if she knew her blog name because I had tried to acess it a couple of nights ago and was unsucessful. She said she would text me, but I thought she was taking too long so I got home and tried again and sucessfully found it myself. I then texted Courtney back and told her never mind. Also realized, that when I won't things done in a hurry....I have to do them myself.

~~~~~COMMUNICATION~~~~~

I am more than relieved now that I have finally chatted, not a length however, with my girlfriend today. Today was starting off as a very emotional day, even after taking my medication, but now it seems promising. I can now really symphatize with real army wives. This shit is hard!!